athol (disguise name) were never to be born at all..athol should never be here.. athol weren’t meant to be here, the earth..athol, took everything away, when i’m starting a new life, when i’m starting to get joy for my life…athol took it… though i know i’m an attention whore, but athol weren’t supposed to be here…

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Daddy are so mean =<

There is this summer camp to build your speech up and how to talk and the prize is like 7 million rupiah  FOR A FUCKING ONE [1] NIGHT AND TWO [2] DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so I said that i rather go to Bali, or somewhere and then TVXQ’s bangkok concert pop up on my mind… and TI is having this event, so I don’t need agent anymore..

Here’s the conversation :

me : Pa daripada ke sana ngabisin 7 juta mending ke bangkok aja… (traslation – dad, rather than wasting some millions, why not go to bangkok instead?)

dad : ke Bangkok? Bangkok it kota SEX!!!!
( Bangkok? Bangkok is a SEX city!)

inner me : how dare you? i want to meet TVXQ!!! i wanna meet my umma! and you were saying about the sex that the city was know for?? umma must seek revenge! unfair… i wanna watch them so much!

me : … *silent full of anger circling my inner beauty (eheuk)*

dad : *high voice, almost screaming, melong melong* bangkok itu kota sex! ngapain lagi ke sana?! kota sex itu! sex! (Bangkok is a city of sex! why are you going there?! it’s all about sex! sex! sex! sex! sex!)

inner me : alright i get the fucking idea about hooking up with someone…a boy or with a girl and putting dildo or a dick inside your reproductive organ or ass and trusthing in and out whatever you got, in your hand or attached to your body and getting HIV and all.. fuck i get it! i know what sex is! and how dare you!

ps. i don’t explain that i want to see TVXQ’s concert for the answer will be the same “Bangkok is a SEX city!!!”

umma!! helep me!!!