She is disappointed..

she’s feeling that agony and lust were filling her whole system…

She wanted to scream..she wanted to cry and complained,… but was hold back for some reason..

she doesn’t think that she’s normal..

she also thinks that she’s to common..

she taught that puberty was was hard. and so going through 16..

she wanted gay relationship to be legal, so that she could have her parents back together, without hiding…But it was a rule made by one that she idolize most…her God, Jesus Christ…gay must not exist and she love her parents and she love them to go to heaven.

she had made a difficult decision to just to cling to one of them…her UMMA…

she’ll love them both until that it hurts to see them separated…

she wanted to scream

she wasn’t normal.

she had mental problems and her current mother doesn’t even care about it and she wants to get back to her real parents…