A HUGE SINCERY apologies from ME to My whole life and every body…

So it would probably means nothing to you, but I just (almost) killed my self…My body is still on recovering on the lost of blood transfused to the brain, my whole body is shaking like crazy and I can’t look down that long anymore, coz i’ll get all dizy and wanting to faint.

This are how the second near death experience (lebai i kno) :

1.I was reading a fics…and felt all emotional (but the idea of killing my self does not came from that).

2. I decided to sleep…

3. Mom and Dad arrived at home.

4. Is angry at them (personal reason).

5. Locked the door for (I remeber this correctly, 3.55pm)

6. Lying down on the bed.

7. Saw a jump rope (this is when al came out and the devil and the angel doesn’t even have the time to came out)

8. Choke my self with it

9.stop, coz i can’t breath and my hands had became week, coz of the lack of blood flowing into my brain.

10. get out of the rrom, eat, called by mom, cried….

                 THE END (oh- the irony of it)

So stupid…killing yourself witha jumping rope?? yeah right, well i’ve done it anyway lolz.. my weekend is S-U-C-K-Z

bubyee….

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